I’m not saying goodbye to my blog. You might remember that I published a post about changes a few weeks ago. This is my last week at my job. I finish this Friday (28th of March), after nearly 8 years here (it would have been 8 years in May).
As some of you know, I work as a psychiatrist in a forensic unit. I work for the NHS (National Health System) in the UK. I came to this job after working for nearly two years in the private sector (also in forensic psychiatry, in a medium secure unit). I had no issues with the care offered there, and the pay was better than in the NHS (even after nearly 8 years here I only now I’m close to the same pay I had there). I left partly because I wanted to do further training (and it was difficult in a smaller organisation not set up to offer training opportunities) but also because the idea of medicine being run as a business didn’t quite fit in my head. The company could be bought and sold overnight to anybody (a petrol company, an investment firm, another health organisation) and you had no saying on the matter. It was difficult to know in which direction things were going when you didn’t know who was in charge from one day to the next.
I came back to the NHS, taking a pay cut (although my pay was quite reasonable for NHS standards in my particular role, as I was fairly experienced), because I felt at least I’d have some sense of where we were going. Years later I can honestly say I don’t like where things are going. I understand the NHS is a mammoth that swallows any money thrown at it. I also understand that things have changed dramatically from the time of its inception, when population was younger, smaller, and less demanding. Medicine has also changed, becoming much more reliant on technology and expensive procedures and medication (although some of the interventions that would increase massively the health of the population are not expensive, but convincing people to stop doing things that are harmful is very difficult). And yet, telling people that you can do the same job for less money (or they’ll find others who will), cutting beds, getting rid of hospitals, and relying on systems of reporting and accounting that cannot reflect what is really important is not much of an answer. I’ve had enough and I’m off. I hope things get better, but I can’t see it. May I be wrong.
Thanks for reading and feel free to like, share and comment.
As a postscript, I intend to carry on blogging, if at all I can, although I might be itinerant for a while and doing some exploring. I will try and leave some posts prepared in advance and I hope my adventures will give me even more material for future posts. But if I’m missing or not replying to comments for a while, assume I’m somewhere having fun!
20 replies on “And it’s goodbye from me”
Wishing you all the very best, Olga. You’re a courageous woman and you will find what is right for you — because you are willing to make a change. Remember “Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step….” Martin Luther King, Jr.
Here’s to the journey.
Mega-hugs,
teagan (who hopes you will always keep in touch, no matter where the road takes you)
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Yes, I will definitely keep in touch. Thanks Teagan and of course Martin Luther King Jr. was right. Staircase, here I come!
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Brightest of splendid blessings to you in your new endeavors, Olga! SO splendid – thanks so much for sharing. – Glen
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Thanks so much Dr Glen. I know I can always count on your support.
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Olga, all the best with your new ventures and for taking the big step to say goodbye to your job. And what an amazing job it was! It is a shame the NHS is not such a great place to work, or receive help from at times, but I do hope it will improve. 🙂
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Thanks Amanda. I know perfectly well what you mean. If things work ok I hope to do some volunteering work around mental health, as the one thing I can say I’ll miss is the patients, not the system though. Let’s hope the powers that be see sense but morale isn’t very high.
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Olga I hope you find what you’re looking for. Go live your life, do everything, say no to nothing. Do the things you thought you would never do. Have fun as you know all to well, life is short. Check in every so often so we know you’re living your dreams..Hugs from Jersey…
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Thanks Annie. Excellent advice. Indeed life is too short. I don’t want to look back and wonder what might have been. I’d rather think I had a sense of wonder and adventure once. I have some things lined up that I hope will make for interesting blogging. Love!
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The NHS has become a real bureaucracy run by accountants trained to penny pinch but not knowing where to do it from. Medical professional;s can be sidelined and patients deprived by people whose knowledge of a hospital’s needs are nil.
Olga, thank you for nearly 8 years dedicated to the NHS. I wish you nothing but luck in whatever you decide to do and wherever you decide to do it. There will always be a supply of Hugs waiting for you .
xxx Massive Hugs xxx
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Thanks David. You’re very right. And the problem is everybody else is also becoming an accountant and that’s not what I got into the profession for. I’m sure I’ll be able to carry on my interest in mental health in other avenues… Hugs to you too. And love to Reuben.
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Wishing you pots of luck to dip into whenever you want!
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Thanks Mary. Going exploring soon and I have a job experience lined up at Hay-on-Wye from June so will be living in the town of books for a while. Looking forward to that. Hope your worlds are all running smoothly.
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ooo lovely to live there for a while. sounds GREAT. going cool here though literary festival thing grabbed a lot of time. into writing again now. have fun! sure you will!
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I’m planning on running a series of posts on my experience in Hay if I have time. Yes, back to writing!
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Have a wonderful time, Olga. I do hope to see you in France in May for that week of yoga. 🙂
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I’ll have to check dates as I’ve arranged to go and visit my parents. Otherwise I’ll have to come next time… Thanks Lucy.
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As I’ve been keeping a close and horrified eye on the NHS and everything else this appalling Coalition is doing to the country, I don’t blame you in the slightest. In fact, I’m surprised you didn’t make the decision earlier! Go explore and have lots of fun doing it. I do hope that you will find time to post the odd photo of your itinerant wanderings. xx
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Thanks so much! I’m sure I will and hope to be writing posts about it too. Plenty of people are voting with their feet, unfortunate as that is.
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All the best wishes Olga! The world belongs to those who take risks. Good luck!
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Thanks so much. I’ll give it a good shot and I’m looking forward to the experience. I’m sure it wont’ be dull.
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